"Am I Nothing?"

I walked home hastily
and crushed my body on the chair
As I sit, I dive into the deepness of my mind
I searched and searched
"Who am I?"
Suddenly a word penetrates my mind
It says "Nothing"
I searched and searched again and again
The more I searched 'Anything' the more I find
'Nothing'

I run and run in my mind
sickness of nothing makes me blind
I am drown in the sea of poison thoughts
I killed myself more and more

Finally a bright makes up my memories
my 'nothing' is my 'everything'
to be and everything, I should be a nothing first
and from nothing I learn to be an everything
Everytime my nothing is found
my everything is also found
cause
nothing is the same with everything